I would, if i could

Pictures speak a thousand words.

2009-06-18T02:00:00.003+08:00

Official Dead Blog Re-opening!

For the past few months, haven't had the spare time to blog. Hectic lifestyle. Shall skip on the boring elaboration of whthemselves at I have been doing lately for the past days.

As the sayings goes "each picture speaks a thousand words". Pictures speak for and can be viewed right below.

Next is the picture taken during Sista Birthday!

Follow by, Photo taken during Christmas 2008. SNAP SNAP SNAP!

Singapore's Esplanade

IKEA! The "Js" Fav Meatball Makan Place.

Yummy! Those were the days...

Time to eat again! Out Of the Pan @ Raffles City.

Gathering @ Changi Airport.

Kbox @ Marina. Loving it.

Happy R-O-C-K-E-R!

Shocked Face.

Heading Back HOME after a day of FUN.
New Year Count Down!

THE END!

Saying GOODBYE to 2008. Saying HELLO to 2009.

2008-12-31T18:10:00.004+08:00

Today mark the end of 2008. For this year, there will be additional seconds added to the year of 2008. Pretty interesting.

2008 is the year where major changes of my life took place.
Time passed so fast that I could hardly catch my breathe.

First, I managed to graduate from Temasek Poly after 3 long years. Got my Poly Cert and secure a place in SIM RMIT University. Thank God!

Next, changed job. New working environment, new colleagues. A total different working style and job scope. Still in the mist of learning. Tough but coping pretty well.

Ups and downs throughout this year Ishould say. Certain things hasn't been that smooth for me. Well I guess that's just part and parcel of life. Shall not go on elaborating on what happen.

Hoping to end 2008 with a good note.

Goodbye 2008 and hello 2009.

A brand new year. A brand new beginning.

2009 resolutions ~

Graduate from RMIT Uni. Passing all the subjects.
Grow to be a stronger person as a whole.
Achieving my aims. Praying hard that all my wishes will come true too =]

As the list goes on and on...

I hereby wish everyone and your family a happy new year! Hope this year will be a blessed and fruitful year for each and everyone of you.

Enjoy your very last day of 2008 to the fullest.

<3

The Cute Monster Test

2008-11-28T09:16:00.002+08:00

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a giving, open, loving person.

You truly want the world to be a better place.

You appreciate what you have in life.

You are very content.

Your inner demon is sensitivity.

You are very sensitive, and your sensitivity can be a double edged sword.

People think you're cute because you're generous.

You are easy to love - it's part of your charm.

That's when the story ends.

2008-11-17T02:57:00.003+08:00

I gave u the chance to be truthful. To be honest.

But yet, u choose to lie.

You choose to hide it from me.

When I asked u the qns, all i wanted was a 'YES' OR a 'NO'.

A honest answer.

Not excuses, reasons or explanations.

Totally disappointed.

When u hurt someone, sorry isn't a word that will ease the pain.

Snap back to reality

2008-11-09T17:16:00.004+08:00

I odd to feel happy. But, yet I felt otherwise.

Constantly, I tried asking myself those questions.

Weighing the pros and cons.

Days after days.

Time passed.

Still hanging there.

Nothing is done.

Nothing is solve.

Running away from reality. Escaping from the problems.

I noe as long as I dont solve it. The problem will forever remains.

Like a routine. Constantly repeating.

Till the day, when I snap.

Maybe it's high time I learn to listen to my heart.

The inner voice from within.

Time to let go.

Time to face reality.

Time to put a stop to those "Hopes", "Wishes", "Desires" and "Expectation"

A stop from the far away dream.

Reality is never the same as my perfect dream.

Tml is the last paper. Yet, I can't seem to focus.

Dear God, I pray that things will turn out fine. Guide me along the way. Amen.

Happy 20th Birthday!

2008-10-16T21:58:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE LIM YILING!

Time pass real fast. It been years since we know each other. I miss the happy moments spent together when u r in Spore. Come back soon. Hell lots of ppl miss u in Spore! =p

Thanks for hearing me out when I needed it most. Never ever failed to understand me. Kinda know me inside out yea?

Let's hope this year will be a better year for both of us. Be it anything. Always rmb that I'm just simply a call away k.

I hope we stayed happy always. Like the good old times.

Recap of our happy moments.

Taken during ur departure to Aussie.

Sacian!

Thinking back. Those were the days.
Butter Factory. SIP event day.
Her previous Birthday Celebration. =)
TP DAYS. Fun.

HK TRIP. Hotel Lobby.

Taking the MTR at Central in HK. Love it!

Sec Sch Concert Band Mates!

Girls Nite Out. Steamboat Gathering.

Tp Retail Cart.

Neoprints days. Sec sch >.<

TP Grad day.

The Js. Jess^*^Janice

Missing Ya! The end.

Besides that,something random. Happy 10th Months Anniversary my dear!

Sigh

2008-09-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

Meant to be special.

Yet, it feels like just another day.

I hope the next one will be a better one.

Wanderer

2008-09-14T22:02:00.003+08:00

First of all, HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

Been thinking alot lately.
Certain things in life, I don't have a say. I have no control.
No matter how much I hope it's the perfect picture in my mind.
It just will never be.

Constantly telling myself it's ok. Things will definitely gets better.
Sometimes, I wonder why m i trying so hard to make things better.
Telling myself not to give up.

I m tired of pretending to be happy.
Tired of pretending to fine.
Tired of life.
Really sick n tired.

Suffocated. Give me a break.

To a point where I no longer know who should I turn to.

If given a choice, I wouldn't want to lead a life of a WANDERER!

Deep Thoughts

2008-08-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

I don't feel gd.
But, what can I do?
Or what should I say?

Life still goes on.

Reality.

2008-07-23T03:00:00.004+08:00

Living in a home that doesnt feels like a home.

Facing someone close to you everyday yet seem more like a stranger.

Someone who odd to understand you inside out yet turn out knowing nothing about you.

Clueless. Totally know nuts about your real character. The REAL you.

Their thoughts, assumption, and perception simply differs from reality.

It's just far from what I called as a HOME.

No family warmth. Nothing but an empty shell.

A Special Day To Remember!

2008-07-16T02:59:00.000+08:00

Happy 7 Mths Anniversary my dear!

Been 7 mths since we r together. Will always thank God for bringing us together and rmb how we 2 met n noe each other and how we got together. Cos' every lil things means alot!

Tks for everything, the time n effort u haf put into our r/s. Thanks for always showering me wif lots of love,care & concern. Always pampering me n doting me. Thanks for enduring my mood swings, giving in to me when i flare n act like a "ye man nu you". Really appreciate it!

Here's some of the pictures take we took for the past months. Wonderful memories worth remembering. ^^

More to come... =p

Love ya.

Janice's Departure Day!

2008-07-15T00:22:00.003+08:00

12 July 2008

Headed to the airport early in the morning at 7am plus to send my bestie off. Nv really slept the whole nite. Don't like this feeling of someone close to u leaving spore. Don't like the crying scene at airport.

I know this gal since sec sch days. 7 yrs of friendship. Gotta noe her thru our common cca (Concert Band) in SACSS. Those were the days manx! Lots of fun and laughters. Skipping cca together, waking up early in the morning just for mac breakfast. Making the whole place filled wif our noise frm far. Our HK trip together. Lending me some space in her luggage cos' mine alr too full to squeeze in anymore stuff. My fav k-ing session and shopping spree. Simple meals and hang out together.

Went to the same course during poly days. Took the same cds except yr 1. Being in the same class during yr 3.

Wonderful memories.

Tks for the bday board that u n shukie made for me. You are right. What's 2 yrs compare to our 7 yrs of friendship?! Nothing gonna change. Distance wouldnt be a problem. =)

As ur friend, I support this decision that u haf made. No matter what, always rmb that we will be there for u. Our traditional way of communicating during SIP Days will always work k? *Wink*

I hope things turn out fine for u over in aussie and I m very sure u wouldnt haf any problem adapting to this new environment.

ALL THE BEST JANICE! TAKE CARE!

We will go visit u k? Hahaha... be my tour guide when i go over! =)

From the left : Qin, Me,Janice, Yuwei & Xian

Bestie for life.

Lost.

2008-07-05T12:58:00.004+08:00

Tormented and torn apart.

Thinking till it hurts.

Again and again, I failed.

End of story.

You don't miss the water till the well runs dry.

2008-06-25T16:18:00.002+08:00

"you can never find the right person if you can never let go of the wrong,
but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go, you remember why you
held on for so long. sometimes you have to forget what you want, & remember
what you deserve."
Some simple truth that we, humans tend to overlook. Don't ya think so too?
But wadever it is, regardless of the choice we made, the most important thing is to FOLLOW YOUR HEART!
~^*Missing you*^~

Graduation Day

2008-06-11T17:00:00.000+08:00

22 May 2008

After 3 years of schooling in TP, I've finally graduated!!!! Congrats to all my frens!

WE ARE NOW DIPLOMA HOLDERS! >.<

Graduation Ceremony was kinda boring. Wasn't seated anywhere near my bestie. But still not so bad. At least, the person right beside me was my classmates, Li Lin.

I love the part where Marketers got really high and started standing up to cheer for our fellow coursemates. Looking united for the very last time.

Other than that, I seriously think that my stage photo will look freaking ugly for sure. Reason being, I wasn't really smiling when I received the folder from the deputy principle. Forced smile. =/

The fun part started after the grad ceremony. Photo taking session. SNAP SNAP SNAP!
Started posing wif different poses.

Not forgetting to Thank Xian, Qin , Meisin and Kenny for attending my grad ceremony. Thanks for the flowers too! =) Adding on to that, I'm also thankful for the fun times that Electrick Gals (Janice. In. Sarah. Huishan) gave me during my poly times. Those wonderful memories which will never be left forgotten. Besides that, I'm also grateful for the enjoyable days during my Yr 1. Thanks to Char, May, Sili, Ruby, Sujuan & Qam for making my TP yr 1 times so memorable.

Many thanks to my TP lecturers for the guidances that they have given me throughout my poly life.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

Qin, Me, Janice, Xian & Meisin

Shocked!

May & Me

This marks the end of my TP days. Appreciate each and everyone of u who have add on so much fun and luffters in my life. Thanks for the love and concern that u gals gave me. For being there for me when I need it.

Incomplete grad day wif my boy missing. Shall not elaborate on that. But still, thanks gal! =)

Trust

2008-05-29T17:01:00.006+08:00

Was surfing around, when I saw this interesting post which got me thinking.

It's about the TRUST FACTOR which is very important for a relationship to last.

Here it goes.

"Trust is the glue which holds relationships together"
Trust enables relationships todevelop and flourish. When trust erodes, the relationship deteriorates.
Trust is an indispensable component of positive and
productive relationships, unfortunately it is something that can all too easily be taken for granted.
Trust can be regarded as a fragile element of
relationships which needs continual nurturing.

Trust is the central pillar supporting any real relationship.
Trust in a relationship is built by the hard work and commitment.

Trust requires that you listen to each other and
communicate your needs.

Trust requires honesty above all else.
True enough, many of us may only become aware of trust importance when we feel trust has been broken.

I totally agree that trust is indeed crucial in a r/s. But maybe other than that, to me,

the goldenword for a r/s is still L-I-S-T-E-N.

Listening with both your ears & with your heart.
Feel it.

Random Thoughts.

2008-05-06T12:29:00.000+08:00

Many a time, when we claim that we understand how the other party feel, why not pause and ask yourself what exactly do you really understand? Or how much do we really understand?

The fact is we can only try and understand how the other party feel. But we will never fully understand no matter how hard we try.

For example, when I know that person A is feeling sad. I tend to think that I know and understand why that person A is sad n down. But the fact is I have no idea to wad extend is person A feeling. How sad is that sad that cause person A to react in certain ways.

The same applies to you. Vice versus.

Regardless of what, I will always stay by your side too. Hugs =)

Personality Test

2008-05-06T09:09:00.003+08:00

Random test which i tried doing after viewing Janice's blog.

Here's the test results.

You are Silver Fawn, who tends to give an impression of being difficult to grasp what you really mean.

People find it hard to know what you think and what you like, no matter how often and how much they talk to you.

Your mysterious atmosphere makes you look like a cold hearted woman, but all the more, you stand for femininity.

You are composed of both natural caution against men and passion for your own life.

A feudalistic ideas and passion for artistic things exist along side each other inside you, and are kept in good balance.

You are full of fantasist ideas, and tends to be rather dreamy sort of person.

Nevertheless, your attitude towards life is extremely steady.

You are not interested in real life, and you don't have many relationships.

You can show astonishing vital power when it comes to long term businesses.

But you tend to withdraw into your shell, and be unable to bring out the trust you have among other people.

You should try and mingle more often with others.

Although you are very unique and have the mysterious atmosphere around you, you tend to get interested in natural and ordinary things.

You should create an environment at home, where you could make use of your personal interest and your life mission.

After getting married, you will lead a steady life.

There may be a possibility that you may take an active part outside your home.

In case anyone of you are interested in this this too, here's the link for it : http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

Bakerzin

2008-05-05T15:32:00.005+08:00

Met up with Vickie (My TWINS) at Vivo Bakerzin. Oh ya before I start going in details about what we did that day I think I should first explain why I claim that she's my TWINS.

Ee wyn who is my pri sch fren was born on the same day, same mth, same year as me! 15 June! The way we react to things, our thinking and personalities are kinda alike in many ways. She's just like my mirror image. COOL!

That's a brief sum up abt her =)

On Sun ( 04/05/08), I had a great time chatting and catching up with her at Bakerzin. Although, we both left vivo empty handed.

We started taking pictures together at the Nursery room, which is located beside the Ladies.

Here's some pics that we took that day.

Poser Pic 1!Poser pic 2! That's me doing stupid actions. =/

More meet up k? Love it.

Have you?

2008-05-05T14:49:00.003+08:00

Have you ever realise I am just an ordinary gal?

Have it ever cross your mind that I am just 19 , turning 20?

Have you ever ask yourself how tough is it for me?

Have you ever put yourself in my shoes before?

Have you ever realise that there's a limit to my endurance level?

Have it ever cross your mind that some things are really simply beyond my limits?

Have you?

The answer is an obvious one.

I am just a normal human being not a robot.

You will never realise.
You will never get it.
You will never understand.
Never.

END OF STORY.

Deep in thoughts

2008-04-23T16:18:00.002+08:00

Getting to know yourself and your partner better.

Somehow or rather, I came to realise that the main problem lies on how we think which in turn make us feel in certain way.

I used to think that as time pass, people do change over time. Perhaps, its a sooner or later thing. To a certain extend, I can't deny the fact that that's true. But, now I feel that it might not apply to all.

Quote an example: The way Guy A used to treat Gal B.

Maybe in times when Guy A is richer and not cash tight, he used to pamper Gal B with everything she wants. Be it anything. Giving her the best of everything. But
when Guy A became poorer than usual, he could no longer afford to do what he
usually do for Gal B.

My point is this... From my point of view, it doesnt mean that Guy A have change as the time pass or no longer love Gal B. I think Guy A still love Gal B, just that for now, all this is no longer within his means. Beyond his limits.

Each and everyone one of us have different personality traits which might be different from that of your partner. Opposite attracts. Due to this, it is crucial for us to understand each other better so as to know why they react in certain ways which differs frm ours.

It's never easy but maybe never impossible as long as you put your heart into it. =)

Besides that, I think that agreeing to what your partner says to certain issues is never enough. For example, I can agree with what you have said. Agreeing that your point of view is valid and reasonable. But I might not have accepted your point of view wholeheartedly which was more important.

Thanks to my stubborn nature, most of times I tend to debate over what you have said. Sometimes, not because I disagree with you or simply don't get your point, but it is just because it takes time for me to absorb and digest what you have been trying to bring across to me.

Hmmm....I guess I am still the same old jess who still have the habits to bottle things up to myself rather than bringing my point across. Maybe it is just hard to find the right moment to say what's in my mind. Or izit that somethings are just better to be left unsaid?

I miss the good old times. The smiles from within.

=/

2008-04-17T11:07:00.003+08:00

Whining time.

Feel as if i committed some crime or did something sinful. When I did nothing wrong.

I am not GOD. I am just a normal human beings and there's a limit to how much I can endure.

I know things won't always go the way I want it to be. But any idea how tiring it will be for me to face all this?

The world is UGLY! Fake. Everyone is so used to wearing a mask that they no longer find it tedious or unease. They find it normal and are happy being the way they are now.

Izit a reality that i gotta face sooner or later? Becoming like them when I step into the working society in order to survive and not get myself badly wounded.

I don't want to become like them. Under the same category. The horrendous side of humans. Devils VS Angels.

I have always believe that what kind of person you want to become lies in your own hands. The choice is yours. No one can dictate your life or make you do things against your conscious. Which in this case, they feel nothing abt it since it had already become part of their life.

Wonder if it's true that one must always go through the pain to experience the joy?

I need a break. I don't like this invisible pressure from external parties.

Tough. Sigh.

And boy, it's not your fault. Don't have to apologise to me. I can only blame myself for being stupid. Hugs

=]

2008-04-16T02:06:00.004+08:00

Special Day For That Special U!

"Anniversary"

By Kinki Kids

There are as many people as there are stars

And one day, by chance, out of all those people, I met you and fell in love

Even if someone had told me that love is pain

I would still have chosen you without hesitation

In this sky, countless stars are born

And die without anyone knowing it

Those words, “I love you”

How much better I would have felt if I'd just come out and said them

I never want to make you cry again

So today, this random day, is our anniversary

It's kind of mysterious – you like me too

I don't know why...is that why?

We have different hobbies and mannerisms

But lately we've become alike...that's what everyone says

That day when I told a lie and made you cry

I just kept quiet, unable to do anything

Just having you here brings vivid colours

To these ordinary days, and fills me with love

I don't want to forget this feeling

So today, this random day, is our anniversary

Those words, “I love you”
How much better I would have felt if I'd just come out and said them

I never want to make you cry again

So today, this random day, is our anniversary

Looking on the bright side of life =)

2008-04-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

The Pursuit Of Happiness

Have you every wonder what happiness means to you? What's your own definition of happiness?

As for mine. I came to realise that Happiness is not just a state of mind. Happiness is also a state of emotion. Happiness may take many forms but it is the underlying motivator in most of my decisions.

Well, I guess it is part of our natural instinct to pursue happiness. The same way we seek to experience physical pleasure and avoid physical pain, we seek emotional pleasure, and attempt to avoid emotional pain. Our emotional enjoyment, or what we can call happiness, is simply part of human nature.

Even with a natural instinct and our best efforts, it seems all too easy to create emotional chaos and unhappiness instead. Don't you think so?

But somehow or rather i still believe that the pursuit of happiness is a part of our personal constitution and make up as a living being. It is every human's birthright and it is within every person's possibility to achieve.

Authentic happiness is what i want in life.

HaPpinEsS

2008-03-27T17:16:00.009+08:00

Saw this at Vickie blog, so decided to post it here too =)

Depict Happiness

"Happiness cannot come from without. It must come from
within. It is not what we see and touch or that which others do for us which
makes us happy; it is that which we think and feel and do, first for the other
fellow and then for ourselves."
-Hellen Keller.

It got me thinking about what i used to say in the past. Pretending to be happy will never be the answer and never will be.

Ending work in 35 mins. Counting down! WOOHOOOO! =) One more day down. Will be gg Kallang office 2ml instead of Changi South Lane. Thank God tt Jane (My colleague) is giving me a lift down. HENG AH!

Yawnz. I cant wait to end work. Jess aka the complaining queen is whining again =/ wahahaha... Dink everyone should haf gotta used to it, isnt it? Esp Vickie =X

Invisible wounds that hurts

2008-03-13T02:17:00.002+08:00

Here's me whinning again...

Immerse pain.

I dun like that feeling. Hate the way i m reacting. Dislike the present me. I hope to be who i was when life was better off with lesser worries, problems, unhappiness, etc. The happy-go-lucky me.

Is that even possible now? As we grow older, we are force to make decision even when we don't like any of the available options given. But, what can we do? NOTHING AT ALL. NOT AT ALL. Sigh. How depressing.

Left with no choice. That's life. Life still goes on. Time will never stop. Which is something I'm certain of.

SUFFOCATED. I cant wait to go to the beach.

Starting work at Flextronics as legal assistant this coming Mon. Hope everything goes well. =/

Wonder wad lies in the future? Further my studies? Guess it's hard to get into uni. Money issue, etc. But, one thing I'm sure of is I'm definitely not ready for the working world yet.

MAY GOD BLESS ME ON MONDAY!

Don't ask me what's wrong.
Pls don't.
I can't explain it myself.

I tried to stop thinking, pondering about it.
But I can't.
I failed to do so.

Recap part 2

2008-03-12T00:46:00.012+08:00

Aunty's wedding on 1st of March =)

I simply love my aunt wedding venue. COOL! At mount faber! Nice view at nite. BUT the service there was kinda BAD =/

Kinda enjoy attending wedding. Hahahs... Wonder who will be next? Rmb to invite me k? I WANNA BE THE JIE-MEIS hor =p HINT HINT!

Recap

2008-03-12T00:20:00.009+08:00

Havent been posting pics to my kinda dead blog. Shall start frm CNY Chu Yi.

Recap: Chinese New Year CHU YI (2008)

It's the year of RAT!

Family Pic =]

Cute BOY!!!

Hope this year will be a good one for everyone! God blesss.

ThankQ... =]

2008-02-28T15:00:00.001+08:00

Here's a sum up of wad happen the pass few mths since i stopped blogging.

Time seem to pass in a flash. Hectic schedule in school, at work place and etc. Jam packed schedule. But THANK GOD EVERYTHING IS OVER! At least for the school part, everything has ended. School's out! =)

I hereby wish to thank a whole lot of people. Thanks for the listening ear that u gave me during the hard times, thanks for the advices that u gals gave, thanks for always being there for me when I needed u all. Lastly, thanks for the special valentine day preparation that u did. Thanks for the Gucci wallet, your mum's cooking on your behalf, and etc.

A million of THANKS!

Apart from that, i m so looking forward to my Aunt wedding which is taking place this Sat! Gonna have FUN and ENJOY myself to the MAX! It's also a gd time for all the cousins to gather together and catch up.

AND GALS! LETS MEET UP SOON. SHALL WE? =)

Out Of My Head

2008-02-28T14:30:00.001+08:00

Out Of My Head

By Fastball

Sometimes I feel like I am drunk behind the wheel

The wheel of possibility however it may roll

Give it a spin see if you can somehow factor in

You know there's always more than one way

To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out out my head? Was I out of my mind?

How could i ever been so blind?

I was waiting for an indication it was hard to find

Don't matter what I say only what I do

I never mean to do bad things to you

So quiet but I finally woke up

If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?

How could I been so blind?

I was waiting for an indication it was hard to find

Don't matter what I say only what I do

I never mean to do bad things to you

So quiet but I finally woke up

If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?

How could I been so blind?

I was waiting for an indication it was hard to find

Don't matter what I say only what I do

I never mean to do bad things to you

So quiet but I finally woke up

If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

=]

2008-01-07T16:38:00.000+08:00

Lovin' it

Unexpected change.

A brand new year. A good beginning.

According to sin, she dink tt after all the S-H-I-T i been thru, i finally found a toilet bowl. WAHHAHAHAHAHA... there's a meaning behind it.

Thanks for everything, every single little thing that you have done for me. Thanks for bringing back in me the long lost happiness. The smile frm the bottom of my heart.

THANKS YOU VERY MUCH, MY LOVE!

To the gals : I miss u gals lots! Shall meet up after my upcoming tests and project submission k? =) In the mean time, TAKE CARE!!!

Shag.

2007-12-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

Life after attachment have been really hectic for me. Seem like 24 hrs is never enough.

TOTALLY SHAG =/

Sorry to those who smsed me, but did not get any reply or instant reply from me. Nowadays, kinda haf the habit of forgetting to reply after i see the msg. PAISEH PAISEH. =( Forgive me hor!

Will post all the pics i have taken with u gurls during the past weeks when i m free ok? So many assignments will be due on Jan. OMG! 10 individual journals, 5 grp projects, 1 SIP report, exams, presentation and etc. MAY GOD BLESS ME! =(

Get To Know Yourself Better

2007-11-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

Personality Tests

Here's the link if anyone of u wanna try it too~ http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Not a cry for help!

2007-11-12T13:17:00.000+08:00

Didnt wanted to blog initially. But decided to do so after i saw what she wrote in her blog.

Knew each other since sec sch days. Lyk u said, nv haf u ever saw me in this state before.

Been trying to work , work and work to numb the pain. Working 7 Days a week. Making myself as tired as possible. At least, i was hoping during those hectic moments, it can stop me frm thinking abt it for awhile. But, i guess it doesnt really help much.

To meisin: Maybe ur birthday wish from me will come true. Or have it already came true! Is tt a gd thing or bad thing?

To Vickie and Chengyin: If i m not wrong, tts also ur wish rite? but not birthday wish, its ur christmas wish!

To her: Saw ur blog. Makes me emo manx! N u noe i saw tt in the office!!! DAMN IT! REN REN REN!!! No emo-ing in office! HAHAs...But really really really THANKS ALOT! u make me so gan dong la... =p

Shall keep ur name anonoymous, cos i dun wan ppl to link to ur blog n saw wad u wrote for me.

Thanks GF!

Mentally and physically tired.
The period i hate most is back AGAIN!
HATE myself for being lyk tis.
Losing control.
Totally HATE IT!

Trauma.

It's not a cry for help.

Love u gurls. =]

=/

2007-10-26T14:43:00.000+08:00

Being random again!

Kinda agree to tis sentence.

Something by Jodi Picoult.

"Sometimes, when you don't ask questions, it's not because you are afraid that someone will lie to your face. It's because you're afraid they'll tell you the truth."

Agree?

SMU

2007-10-26T12:41:00.000+08:00

Saw this while i was surfing around.

Weekend Shopping at SMU!!!

Where: SMU School of Economics & Social Sciences Street Level

SMU School of Information Systems Street Level

When: Nov 2, 3, 4 (Every first weekend of the month)

Time: 11am till 11pm, Fri to Sun

By SMRT: Dhoby Ghuat Exit A & 3 mins walk to SMU

By Bus: 7, 14, 16, 36, 64, 65, 77, 106, 111, 124, 137, 139, 147, 162, 166, 167, 171, 174, 190, 501, 502, 518, 518A, 571, 700, 700A, 857, NR7

Website: www.weekends.sg

Anyone planning to go check tis out?

RANDOM

2007-10-26T12:25:00.000+08:00

Was asked to do tis by Ms Vickie. Hahas.... helps to kill time manx...

[Layer One: On the Outside]

Name: Jesslyn Tan
Birth Date: 15 June 1988 (Same as Vickie) =p
Current Status: Attached.
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty: Righty

[Layer Two: On the Inside]

Your Heritage: Hokkien
Your Fear: Cockroaches!!!!
Your Weakness: Soft-hearted
Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]

Your First ThoughtThis Morning: How i hope i can take MC!
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: Hope things will turn out fine.
Your Most Missed Memories: Secondary school days- MISSING SACIANS

[Layer Four: Your Pick]

Pepsi or Coke: None. Prefer green tea, etc.
McDonald or Burger King: MACDONALD!
Single or Group Dates: Single. Hmm.. actually both is fine.
Adidas or Nike: Both
Tea or Nestea: TEA
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!
Cappuccino or Coffee: None.

[Layer Five: Do You...]

Smoke: No.
Curse: YES! But only when u stepped on my TAIL.
Take showers: YES!
Have a crush: Nope.
Think you are in love: Yea?

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]

Drank alcohol: Yupz...I did.
Gone to the mall: Of Course!
Been on stage: No.
Eaten sushi: Think so? Craving for it now.
Dyed your hair: Been a long time since i last dyed my hair.

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]

Played a stripping game: Never.

[Layer Eight: Age]

You are hoping to be married at the age of: 25-27

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]

Best Eye Color: No idea.
Best Hair Color: Dunno?
Short Hair or Long Hair: Short hair.

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]

1 Min Ago: Typying tis?
Hour Ago: Working
4.5 Hours Ago: Sleeping
Month Ago: Wondering...
Year Ago: Enjoying life. Happier i guess.

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]

Sometimes i do, Sometimes i dont.
I wish i knew.

[Layer Twelve: Tag five people]

DONE! =)

.

2007-10-25T12:43:00.000+08:00

Feeling incomplete, like a part of me missing.

REASONS? Better to be left unsaid.

Happiness

2007-10-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

If Happiness

were so easy...

=/

2007-10-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Time haf the habit of slipping away.

Do cherish the ones beside you before its too late.

-

2007-10-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

Havent really had the time to blog for a long time. Been busy n kinda lazy too! Ever since attachment started, week end seem so previous and time spent wif frens, family and him seem really limited too.

Lacking in communication. Drifting away frm other polys fren and even cousins. No time or energy for lots of activities. Missing every single thing.

Counting down to the last week of SIP. 6 more weeks to go. ^^

Seem kinda easily agitated recently. Unpredictable.

PS: Sry for the outburst at ktv on fri. Hope it didnt spoil ur ktv mood ah!

Oh ya...THANKS ALOT for the bag! =P

Hahas... u all should noe if u r the one i m refering to hor. No need mention the names =]

Shall continue blogging when i m hm. GOT WORK TO DO AGAIN =/

2007-10-05T13:37:00.000+08:00

Why must i write in the way you want? To make it sound and seem better for you? Come'on! It's my own reflection journal,not yours. WTF! Doesn't make sense!

=/

2007-10-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

Changes.

Finding it harder n harder to open up as the days passed.

Haiz....I really wanna go EAST COAST PARK! A place where i can simply be near the nature, relaxing. Peaceful. Away from everything for at least awhile.

Simply miss it. =(

Mixed Feelings

2007-09-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

Mon ( 10 Sept 2007)

Went for SIP briefing, finally noe where i got posted to. It's a Jewellery company located at People's Park Centre. Should be working at the office doing Marketing support stuff i guess. Hope everything will go well for me on wed. =/

Met up wif Leoric at Marina Square after tt. Movies sux. N he kinda got the movie timing wrongly also. Movie starts at 7.15pm but he thot it was 7.50pm. Ha,so we ended up missing part of the movie. But nice Swensen dinner. Love the grilled sambal fish and of course the chocolate fondue. YUMMY! Been a long time since i last met him. Chatted alot abt his work stuff. Realised his station at Bugis's Reds salon now.

In a way or so, meeting up wif him make me realise the importance of cherishing wadever u haf now. If u dun wanna haf any regrets in the future. Too late i guess... Sorry is the word tt i wish to say for the past thing. Glad tt things is still the same now =) ( *Dun be mistaken ah, he's not my ex or wad.*)

End of story.

KEEPING SILENT,NOT REACTING, DOESNT MEAN I DUN FEEL ANYTHING?! IT'S TT U SIMPLY MAKE ME SPEECHLESS. NOT KNOWING WAD SHOULD I SAY OR DO.

MIXED FEELINGS.

YOU CANT SIMPLY PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED WHEN IT ALREADY HAPPENED. ISNT IT?

DUN EXPECT ME TO REACT THE WAY U WAN IT OR TO SAY THINGS TT SUIT UR EARS. SIMPLY IMPOSSIBLE. PUT URSELF IN MY SHOES, AND THINK HOW I WILL FEEL. I DUN SEE THE NEED TO TOLERATE UR FUCKED UP ATTITUDE. NOT AT ALL.

Thinking

2007-08-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

Met up wif Alicia (QAD) at the later part of the nite on Wed. Chatted on alot of stuffs.

Hmmm... Qad! U really got me thinking.... Wonder if tt's a gd thing or a bad thing?

Now i m confused. No idea wad i should i do. So wads the right choice or step to take. Or wad should my next move be.

Complicated? Or did i make it seem n sound complicated?

Unfair? Bias? Maybe i m.

Cos expectation wasnt met? Which cause me to react in certain ways.

Now everything seem unclear.

THANK YOU!

2007-07-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

It definitely feel so much better after saying wads in my mind in ur car. Telling u wad happened n all. Thank You. =) Guess by saying it out, its really lyk a healing process.

One project submission n presentation 2ml. Wish me luck. Hope she wont shoot me too much during the Qns & Ans session. Pray hard she dun =/

Shall try to slp early tonite. Hope tt siao guy dun call n harass my whole grp again in the middle of the nite. CRAZY!

=/

2007-07-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

Actually wad i wan was juz to hear a sincere apology. Izit really tt hard?

Giving excuse after doing something wrong? Is tt all u noe? U didnt even haf the guts to admit n tell me face to face? Until now...its been days since it happened.

LOUSY EXCUSE! So does it mean tt by saying tt bro didnt do it on purpose den it's no longer his fault? So does it mean tt after killing someone u can simply say i didnt do it on purpose and u will no longer be jail?

I guess until now, u or should i say u all haf no idea where the main problem lies on.

n isnt it obvious tt "___" is taking side? STOP DENYING. Claiming tt u r neutral when u r not! U r obviously siding bro... Its damn obvious! So why not juz SHUT UP and LEAVE ME ALONE!

PLS dun make me shoot! Cos i noe for sure, the moment i start shooting. Things wouldnt sound tt "NICE". Tt's for sure.

I have always been closing one eye to things happening in the family. I didnt say or react, but it doesnt mean i dun feel anything. Looking as if i m happy doesnt mean i m really happy. FORGET IT. Guess u will nv noe.

Continue...

2007-07-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

15 July 2007 (SAT)

Met up wif sili for gathering after work tt day. Suppose to be our mthly steamboat affair together wif the whole gang... But in the end, all cannot make it tt day. Only left me n sili.

Makan at HK cafe at bugis.

20 July 2007 (Fri)

Went cycling again at East Coast Park. But tis time wif a different person. Went wif Sili instead of my pri sch fren , Cheng Yin. Hahas... Exercise! I LOVE IT!!!

Started cycling at 6 plus till 8 plus...hahas...Total of 2 hrs. =)

Took tis pic after cycling.SHAGGED!

Walked over to Marina Parade to haf our late dinner.

TIM SUM N WANTON MEE... YUMMY! =P

22 July 2007 ( Sun)

Shopping wif Shijie @ Bugis. Bought Guess wallet for Mum as her Birthday present. Hahas... Glad she lyk the wallet i bought for her. Hehex...Think its been a long long time since i last bought anything for her, other than food... =/

Philip joined us around 6 plus...Headed to Bugis Street wif Shijie & Philip to find Meisin. Hehe =X

* Gal, rmb our date to zouk after ur attachment end k? *

Went for dinner wif Philip at Werner's Oven. A German restaurant at Siglap. Never been there b4. It was NICE! The food n stuff. YUMMY! Enjoy myself tt nite =]

Wahahaha....until nw i still can rmb listening to Steven Lim singing JJ's song in ur car. OMG! Freaking funnie!!!

Woohooooooooooooooooooooooo

Recap...

2007-07-21T01:41:00.000+08:00

Recap =]

20 June 2007 (wed)

Clubbing day wif meisin,amos and his frens.Hahas...First we went to zouk follow by Double O. Cos someone prefer Double O more rite? Club hop! Hahas... Drink till we pukeeeeeeee to the max! Hahas... It was really super duper Fun tt nite! One of the best clubbing nite i enjoyed the most =p

Shall keep it short. Pics taken tt nite.

29 June 2007 ( Fri)

After class tt day, went to CCPS open house to meet up wif my pri sch mates n of cos to pay our pri sch teachers a visit. =]

Tt's Phyllis.

From the left : Maggie, Me, Fiona, Mrs Geh (My pri 6 form teacher if i'm not wrong) and rebecca.

After tt,Maggie and I went to Zouk wif her frenz...

Took tis @ Zouk.

3 July 2007 (Tues)

Went sch to celebrate In's birthday tt day at ITAS... Our usual birthday celebration venue in sch cos got AIRCON!!! wahaha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN!!!

The birthday gal =]
After tt, Janice & i went to cathay to watch Transformer. NICE!

Shall continue blogging 2ml.... TIME FOR BED!!! Ciaoz...

Jess' 19th birthday!

2007-06-20T05:14:00.000+08:00

15 June 2007

Birthday celebration wif janice n her so call surprise guest! They are Yu Wei, Sarah, In and Shuk Wai. Thanks for making plans to make my 19th birthday a meaningful one. heee =) I simply love the nice birthday cake u gals brought for me. Unique! Thx for the card and birthday treat.

Shall post the pic i took during our lunch at Pizza Hut.

Went shopping n dinner wif Ms Han after tt. Hee ^^

Sushi for dinner at Cine.YUMMY! >.<

Met up wif Xian and Jude at Tamp for chill out after tt. =)

Wanna thank everyone who had wished me happy birthday, the birthday treats u ppl gave, presents, cards, sms u peeps send, testi and etc. Realli appreciate it. I mean it!

And sorry for the date i postpone wif ppl who wanted to celebrate my birthday wif me. Esp Qad, we shall go JB for shopping another day k? GALS FAV!

THANKS ALOT ALOT ALOT!

Continued...

2007-06-18T01:11:00.001+08:00

Finally finish uploading all the pics we took on 14 june. Hahas... shall continue blogging abt my acutal birthday stuff when i m free.... Time to slp. zzZ

Advance Birthday Celebration

2007-06-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

14 June 2007

Got a surprised birthday party organised by my whole big click which includes mae, sili, ruby, sujuan, qam and his gf ( wan jia ). It was a combined birthday celebration for Char & Me. Cos her birthday is juz one day after mine. =)

Wanna say a big THANK YOU to you peeps for making my 19th birthday celebration a memorable one. Thx alot of taking ur time to buy the bbq food, the cake, birthday present n card for us. Really appreciate it.

We started off wif bbq session. Wif the super nice Qam bbq-ing most of the food for us to eat. Hehex =p In the mean time, we played some games lyk heart attack n all. Follow by the water bomb session planned by them. They started chasing Char & Me hoping to make us real wet. Hahas...So, the both of us started running all over the condo for abt 40 mins. Hidding also.Sound long rite? Hahas...BUT in the end, we still got wet cos they lied n said tt they wanna cut cake n sujuan was angry cos she wanna leave early. Hahas... TT'S A LIE! We got CHEATED! =(

Lots of photo-taking session throughout the whole party. Snap snap snap! Think i will take kinda long to upload all the pics la.My god. Kinda lazy. HEEE... Oh ya... n i look damn shagg after running around for damn long la.

Here it goes.

To be continued....

Turf City

2007-06-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

11-06-07 ( Mon)

Makan at turf city tt day wif my parents. SEAFOOD! My fav. YUMMY!!! Super niceee! >.<

I wanna go there to eat again... CRAVING! =X

Chill out

2007-06-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

10 June 07 (Sun)

Supper at Jackson wif Sin and Peter. Headed to Fisherman Village for chill out after tt wif one more person joining us. She's Jane! =)

Tt's Sin. =)
Bum into Char at Fisherman. She's working there. Thx to her, we got 10% off the beer we ordered. Hehe =X

Last day of Exam!!!

2007-06-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

7 June 2007 ( Thurs)

Last day of Exam. Went to TM to haf our dinner at the Vietnam stall.

Janice's Omelette noodle. So much nicer than wad i ate la.

Pineapple Laska.

Headed to town after tt to shop. But ended up buying NOTHING tt day. =(

Boring day in sch / K-ing session

2007-06-04T02:31:00.000+08:00

28 May 2007 (Mon)

Boring day in sch. =( How fake can one get manx? Disgusting. Pretending to be nice n stuff. DAMN FAKE. Those fake smile n all. How i hope i need not stare at ur face at all. Kinda make boring lesson worst for US.

Simply slave drivers. No point meeting if u haf no idea wads the objective of the meeting. Wad need to be discuss n stuff. Simply a waste of time. N if u r getting us to meet u early in the morning juz becos u dun haf anyone to keep u company during the time. U sux! =]

K. Shall stop complaining. Haha...

Shopping after sch wif janice tt day. Great Singapore Sales. haha... but seem lyk i didnt manage to buy anything tt day. =( Wad a sad thing. I only managed to place order for one top which is currently out of stock the day before.

Dinner at Fish & Co. Glass house. =P

My Fav Sambal Fish =X YUMMY!!! Janice's Fish n Chips.

2 June 2007 ( Sat)

Took leave on sat till thurs. Suppose to stay at hm to rest n stuff. Cos exams is juz so near... Tis coming tues till thurs. Wad a sad thing. Exams r juz simply a torture!!! But in the end, i still end up gg out at nite for k-ing session wif Zeguang.

Ate my fav hokkaido Cookies & Cream ice-cream at Marina Square. Shiok ah!!! The shop was still open at 10pm... Hahas... Simply hard to resist the temptation of shopping manx! So in the end i went in to Top Shop n another shoe shop to take a look. Hahas... Although the main purpose off gg Marina Square is to Sing n not SHOP!

Tt's Zeguang. =] Took tis after Ktv. Had a nice time singing tt nite. Although i keep on out of tune la. So paiseh! Wahaha...

St James Power House

2007-06-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

26 May 2007

St James Power House

At first, felicia, shijie & me went to Gallery Bar to haf our drinks before heading to powerhouse wif the rest who's coming later. Order a bottle of raspberry vodka. Somehow i still prefer gg to Zouk. Music n all seem so much better la.

Taken @ Gallery Bar =) Happie belated birthday Shijie!

Den we move on to Power House...

The Girls. From the left: Me, Shijie, Felicia & Jessica.

Tt's Zesky. He's working at New Urban Male at Cine.
Robin, the blessed guy.

Steamboat =)

2007-06-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

AS PROMISE... MS HAN TIS FOR U~ Blogging abt U & our lovely date:

19 May 2007

Steamboat wif ms han n may after work tt day at bugis. The coma & zip gang wif janice missing =( Hahas... i m still the champion for elastic stomach. =X Ate kinda alot. My god.

Photo-taking session after eating steamboat. Shagg! Damn sweaty n smelly ah !!!

While taking pics, this didi came infront of us n started doing the spiderman action. So, Ms Han took a pic of him.

Top Table

2007-05-24T02:21:00.000+08:00

15 May 2007

Lunch at top table in sch. Since we, marketing student was asked to do a project on top table n to hand in a report regarding tis. My whole class went there to take a look n check it out tt day.

Shall now post some pic taken on tt day.

The menu.

lovely date wif her

2007-05-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

Updates! Shall start frm 8 May 2007. Recap. Wahaha... Date wif sin tt nite for dinner at Fish &

Co at glass house.

Super yummy sambal fish. Although frm the pic, it look kinda disgusting =X

Snap shot!

Played the direction game n other game. Loser gotta finish up the left over food. MY GOD! Freaking full. =X
On our way bac hm tt nite, we experience the moment of terror!!!

Everyone on the bus manage to escape, except me n her. SUAY AH!

super cheap supper

2007-05-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

6 April 2007 (Sun)

Had dinner wif shijie at bugis. Shopped around for awhile b4 i went to find sin at her work place. According to her, i m the direction idiot. Can check out her blog. Hahas...

The direction idiot who loves her deep deep! Wahaha...

And yea! of course i noe u the best! We knew each other since sec sch days lahx! >.<

Shopping at icon after she closed shop. My god. All the shop like closed le la. But hanging out wif her is always FUN despite of tt.

Supper at jackson tt day. SUPER DUPER CHEAP TEOCHEW PORRIDGE. cheap gif us die.

Shall go there more often okok??? I LOVE IT. yummy! =P

The i m sry look. Frm sin to her kingkong. Wahaha...taken by ME!

Job hunting!

2007-05-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

5 April 2007 ( Sat)

Went to meet shijie at town. Job hunting day. Hahas...Got hired tt day when i went for walk in interview. Heng! Hahas... the gd thing is tt my fren, minger is working in the shop beside the shop i got hired. Shiok!!!

Therefore, i will be working part-time at fareast. One of the shop shop at level 3.

Mirror image. Taken at heeren toilet =X
Dinner at Carl's burger tt day at PS. Headed hm kinda early. Too tired. =/

Chill out

2007-05-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

4 April 2007 (Fri)

Long day at sch. Attending boring tut. After sch, went fish&co wif janice, shuk wai n lindy. Sry lindy! Waited so long for the 3 of us. Paiseh!!! According to shuk wai, the way i walk seem as if i m slping. Half dead.

After dinner, the 4 of us headed to billy bombers for some sweet desserts. YUMMY!!! Ate ben&jerry and shared one piece of their chef recommendation cake. Full to the max. MY GOD.

Met up wif meisin and her kingkong at pasir ris inter. Headed to fisherman village for our chill our n drinks.

Bad hair day =(

Thx mae! for sending me hm tt nite =)))

Sarah's birthday pics

2007-05-03T05:28:00.000+08:00

Shall post the pics we took on Sarah's birthday!

=]

2007-05-03T05:23:00.000+08:00

>.<

Met up wif fren for supper at bedok 85 on tues. Ate my fav stingray n satay. Shiok!!! Jess aka supper queen! Wahaha... Guess i will be cutting down on supper. Kinda bad for health n of course fattening. =/

On wed, had dinner wif my lovely shijie at tamp after meeting Alicia at airport. Had a great chat wif them. Slack again. Hahas... Think we will be gg to find some part time job together on sat.

Updates...

2007-05-03T04:47:00.000+08:00

27 April 2007 (Fri)

Had dinner at Creation tt day. Ate my fav brownies wif ice cream and pasta. YUMMY!!!

Headed to fisherman village to meet another fren for chill out after tt. Slack all the way till 2am b4 cabbing hm. =]

28 April 2007 (Sat)

As request by Ms han, i should update my blog esp abt our date tt day. Met up wif sillysili for steamboat at bugis tt day. As usual, i m late again. So SORRY >.<>

We ate for abt 2 hrs plus. Hahas... damn long ah? Sillysili gave up n stop eating around 8pm. While i still continue eating. Hahas... Peeps! Can check out her blog on tt post. She did a free publicity for me. According to wad she wrote, i'm the champion for elastic stomach. Wahaha... Cos i ate super duper alot! Oopx =X

After tt, met up wif Sin n her Kingkong for mahjong session at Sin's house. Walked hm after tt. Hahas... As usual, i kinda lost my way. No sense of direction. Called Jianhui to ask for the right direction to walk hm. Hahas... Thx ah!!! =P

29 April 2007 (Sun)

Went to watch 200 pounds beauty wif Sin and Kingkong at bugis after Sin end work tt day. Nice movie. Super funnie and kinda touching. Hahas... Something tt is worth watching i guess.

30 April 2007 (Mon)

Boring day at sch. This the very first time tt we actually need to do serious discussion over some advertisement n stuff. Providing explaination to back up the reasons we came up wif. Ma fan sia. Hahas... Not as slack as my usual tut in yr 2. Sian half =/

Had dinner wif janice tt day b4 heading to her hm to check out some course thingy n the price for it. Totally spoil my mood. Been thinking wad is a right choice for me i guess. Degree after poly? Maybe?

Walked frm janice hm to meet jh and his fren for supper after tt. Paiseh! Left half way. Met up wif xian after tt for chat n stuff b4 heading hm.

Tiring.......

24 - 26 April 2007

2007-04-29T04:22:00.000+08:00

24 April 2007

Sch offically start today for me. =( Sian half. Boring lecture. Hahas... But glad to see everyone in sch again. Went to buy cake for sarah after sch tt day. Took kinda long b4 we decide wad cake to buy. Hahas...

Went sengkang after tt to meet shijie. Seeing her b4 her operation day. Get well soon =]

Travelled to hougang, ah mae's house to take the Pom book frm her. Needed tt book b4 i can help Aloy wif the assignment. Thx gal!

Slacked at her house after tt. Gal, dun worry too much abt ur new class k?Everything will be fine. Cos all ur jiemeis will support u!!! Be there for u.

25 April 2007 (Wed)

Went for lect again. So unlike me. Celebrated Sarah's birthday in sch at ITAS. Had fun playing the water balloons n stuff. Making the birthday gal wet.

PLS DUN THROW TT AT ME DURING MY BIRTHDAY!!! =(((

Shall upload those pics we took on her birthday another day. Cos the pics not wif me.

Dinner at Bali Thai wif janice.

Too bored. Took tis while waiting for the dishes to come. HUNGRY =/
I love the tom yum soup. YUMMY!

After dinner, headed to janice hm to do the assignment for Aloy.

TIRED.

26 April 2007 (Thurs)

K-ing session again. Ladies nite wif sin. Kingkong joined us later too =) Had fun tt day. Cabbed to fren hm after tt for drinks n chat b4 gg hm at 2am.

22 & 23 April 2007

2007-04-29T04:02:00.000+08:00

22 April 2007 (Sun)

As usual, slept till kinda late tt day. After tt, headed to bugis to find sin. Chatted wif her at her shop. Kingkong & i waited for her to end work b4 we went to bedok 85 market for our dinner. =)

Went Changi Airport around 11 plus onwards to meet my Qing Ai De (Alicia). Slack n chatted at airport till abt 2am b4 cabbing hm.

Qad, its great to haf u around in times when i needed it. =) Being my listening ear n of course advisor. Thank God.

23 April 2007 (Mon)

Monday blues. Met up wif meisin at pasir ris inter. Headed to hougang together to pick up her lovely kingkong. Also known as my Dr love. Hahas... After tt, we took cab to fisherman village for our dinner n chill out.

Went to the blue hut.

The disgusting traditional fish&chips which took more than 1 hr b4 it appear right infront of us. My God. Super duper long. Training our patience ah???

Force smile?

21 April 2007

2007-04-29T03:15:00.000+08:00

Havent been updating my blog again. Dun realli haf the mood to do so. No time too.

21 April 2007 (Sat)

Met up wif shijie tt day for ktv at suntec.

Hope u get well soon =)

After ktv, i headed to Aloy hm to slack n haf dinner b4 i went to meet up wif sin and her kingkong at Star pub.

Till now, i still can rmb wad mae ask me. Whether guys r better or gals? Hmm... i said gals. =)

Started drinking beer there. Afew jugs i think. Playing the 5 10 game and direction game which i sux at. Lousy me!!! Kept losing. So ended up, i m the one who kept drinking. Finishing up the beer.

Here's some pic we took there.

Drunk too much tt day. Dun realli lyk beer. Baileys taste better =))) But in a way, alcohol can help me temporary forgets everything tt i dun wanna rmb. Easier for me to dose off at nite too. A short term cure for my insomnia. =X

Phuture

2007-04-20T03:15:00.000+08:00

Havent club for a long time. Went zouk on wed. As usual, ladies nite. Suppose to enjoy ourself tt nite. But i guess we didnt ah. Hahas... tis the very first time i left zouk tt early. At 1 plus 2am. Cos we usually dance till closing.

Wad a nite!

Suay! Saw someone who i didnt wanna see there wif one big grp. My god. Should not write in details wad happened tt nite. Sickening.

The 3 of us headed to cine 24 hrs cafe for some games n makan after zouk. Think i m super duper lag. Played the stupid direction game wif them and i kept losing. Making funnie moves. Throw face!!!

Do-re-mi! hahas...

Time seem to pass to fast recently. Great!

Hahas... got into the same class as my best fren, janice! So happie! Know her since sec 1, but we haf nv been in the same class b4. So heng!!! Hahas... Maybe we 2 will get complain frm the tutor for being too noisy in class ah? Tok non-stop. =)))

Anyone noe who will be in T03 too? >.<

14 April 2007

2007-04-17T06:38:00.000+08:00

14 April 2007

Met up wif hin wee and wenjie at town for dinner. My god. Can anyone believe it? The three of us actually ate the whole family meal. Which consists of 10 piece of chicken, 10 winglets, 1 large whip and one packet of fries. Not only tt, the 3 of us also ordered the 4 for $4 drinks. It seemed as if tt day was hungry ghost festival ah?! Wahaha.... We actually time how long we need to finish up all the food. So conclusion, we took abt 40mins.

After eating kfc, we headed down to bugis. Wasnt tt full after eating kfc. We wanted to drink bubble tea. But unfortunately, the bubble tea shop were closed. =( On our way hm tt day, we wanted to take bus 65m. So we walked all the way to little india. But the bus was no longer available. Suay! So we walked all the way to paradise centre. Hoping tt bus 65m was available. Disappointed again when we reached there. So we continued walking, all the way to Plaza Sing.

Oh ya, on our way, they brought me to one street call the short street. Hahas... Sound so my street ah. Cos i m not tall, as compare to them la. =/

Took a pic wif my very own short street! =)))
The KFC family meal tt we ate. My God!

Stress

2007-04-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

In a way i dun see the need to provide any explanation to anyone anymore. Wads the point of saying so much. LEAVE ME ALONE. Frm tt very moment, all things haf change. Its no longer the same anymore.

I dun wish to be bother abt such stuff. I wanna be the happie me who i used to be. The carefree me.

Its simply irritating! Suffocating! Sickening! Get out of my life. THANKX! Tt feeling sux big time.

I think i do haf the freedom and right to choice wad i wan. Making my own choice.

ps: Pls do not ask me anything abt wad i haf juz blogged. =) Dun add pressure to my life.

I m bac =)

2007-04-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

Bac frm hk trip. I simply love HK. Enjoy travelling manx! Shall post the pics tt we took there next time instead.

I missed the nice freezing cold weather at hk. Love every moment i spent there. Shopping& eating. My fav! Gg overseas wif all my jie meis for the very first time. A lifetime experience for me. =]

Hahas... looking forward to my next overseas trip wif my qing ai de. Planning to go Bangkok or Vietnam. Most prob Bangkok ba. Shopping!!! Gals fav! Should be gg during my next sch holiday. Around june or july. During tt 2 weeks break. =) I m so looking forward to it. Spending my time overseas wif my Qing Ai De. Slacking around.

My plans for tis coming week b4 my sch reopen again will be hanging out wif my cousie n frens, playing mahjong tis coming fri, Nite cycling n spending my nite out wif qing ai de at pasir ris park on mon, etc.

Oh ya, my qing ai de ( Alicia ) and me, also plan to go to pulau ubin for hang out. Spore so boring. Both of us planning to go to the different places. N tt includes gg to zoo and nite safari sia. Wahaha. We r simply too free.

Last day at BALLY T1

2007-04-02T03:31:00.000+08:00

30/3/2007(Fri)

It's my last day @ work place. Saying goodbye to BALLY T1 and of course T2. Although its realli super duper tiring working there. Due to the early flight shift n stuff, lots of house keeping n stock taking to do, n etc. But somehow, i kinda cant bear to leave tt place. Hahas... Miss the happy moments there. Shall ignore the unhappy n not so gd part. Hahas... Overall, nice i guess.

Always had a great time crapping my time away wif my colleagues. Work place filled wif fun and luffters. Thou sometimes kinda boring la. Standing at the shop n stone throughout. But had a nice time imitating those weird customers. Hahas... n being critical at times. Came out wif nicknames for them. =X

BALLY T1 is really very different frm BALLY T2. T2 seem more pressurizing, wif all the super big idiotic boss over there supervising u. Guess it sux. Wahaha. T1 is so much different. Other than the days when the BIG boss pop over for no reasons to take a look, life at T1 is simply shiok!

During my last day at work, was working wif Keith for EF. Hmmm, he kinda make me realise n understand alot of importance ren sheng dao li. THANKS! Telling me how scary the real working world is n stuff. Makes me realise i odd to be more alert n stuff. =)

Before i left Bally T1, took some pics wif Alice,Keith,Jennifer and Fitri. Hahas...Chloe wasnt there tt day. So sad. =( hahas... didnt take pic wif Linda cos she claim tt her hair is messy. Wahaha...ai mei sia. Hahas... Before Jenn n Fitri report for their LF shift tt day, Keith & Me started bullying Alice. Hahas...Cos Fitri happen to call up the shop n ask if anyone wanted any food. So kei& me started saying to Alice tt her darling fitri call her. Hahas... n we claim tt the food tt Fitri dabao for her sure very different frm others. Hers will be heart shape prata. Hahas...

Met up wif sujuan for lunch at T2 on my last day of work. Hahas...

Heading for lunch together .=)

Tis BALLY T2.
Me acting as the third party over here. The extra one. While we were deciding on wad to haf for lunch. =X So bo liao rite?
Alice & Me. Taken b4 i left Bally T1 shop. =P
Jennifer ^.^ Jess. The Js. Nice supervisor =)
My all time fav bully target! Fitri ( Alice's darling). =X hahas... Think Alice's bf will kill me if he noe i said tt.

According to him, Alice n me like to bomb him wif alot of WHY qns. Hahas... n i where got drink plain water tt time look as if the plain water damn delicious sia. Rubbish!
The three of us. Oh no, i m the light bulb here.=X
Took tis pic while waiting for sujuan to end work. Hahas... was sitting at Bally T2 store.
Lots of stock!
After Sujuan end work. Taken at toilet. =X

Airport pass. =/ The stupid pass which i gotta go take b4 work n return it after i end work.

Met up wif may,sillysili n janice after work tt day. Chatted abt hk trip. B4 i went to meet up wif shijie for dinner at bedok 85. Hahas... had porridge for dinner tt day. Sudden craving for it. Hahas.... after dinner and stuff, i headed to 201 to meet jh for supper b4 we walked to 300 plus there for prata.

Somehow, while typying abt my last day at Bally, makes me rmb my last day at iras. I miss working there wif the whole grp. Guess working at iras n noeing u peeps was the best la. Super slack n nice job rite? Happy moments.

haiz

2007-03-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

Shouldnt haf view it. Hmmm.... Many thoughts flow thru my mind the moment i saw it. =/ Weird. Contradicts!

No idea wads gg on. Clear my doubts? Or simply juz leave it.

sin, noe wad i mean? related to the sms i send u. =) cya soon!

UPDATES

2007-03-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

Realise i havent been updating my blog recently. Too tired to do so. Always KO after i reach hm frm work.

As usual, been doing the same old thing lately. Example lyk k-ing, shopping,movie, supper,etc. Seem lyk a routine now. Wahaha... Always not enuf slp if i work EF shift. Cos by the time i reached hm for supper or wad its already midnite. Den after tt, always haf difficulties dosing off. Sian half. =/ So end up, i always slp during my 1hr lunch break. Xiong job. But Thank GOD! Changi airport Terminal 1, departure hall haf rest area for me to SLP. SHIOK!!!!

Many things happened at work place recently. Hahas... n according to my colleagues, Fitri n Keith, Gal's gossip & Guy's tok. Sickening. Guys gossip too lolz... Hahas... N we came out wif some names for those irritating customers. PITA ( Pain in the ass) & PITIA (Pain in the indian ass). Hahas... tts for saying the ang mo n indians. Haha... as for the koreans, they r called as KIMCHI. hahas... Sound so critical rite?

Hahas... last day at work on tis cuming fri. Should i extend working there? Still considering. =) Tiring job. Cos i always kana the EF shift. >.<

It's my off day 2ml. Woohoo!!!

Hmmm

2007-03-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

It's my off day today. Hahas... Went town to shop around. Ate at lucky plaza. Some place which i seldom go except when i was working at paragon tt time. Hahas... nice food! Saw jeremy at CK Tangs. Hahas... He's working there again. No longer at Heeren. Gd for him. Cos according to him, working at heeren's levis shop is lyk HELL. Working at CK Tangs is so much better.

After tt,went k-ing wif Sin at suntec. Was given 2 glass of free drinks by some guy wif the name Jeffrey who's working there. At first, we thot y got 2 more glass of drinks given to us. Cos we only ordered one drinks each. In the end, 1 female kbox waiter enter the rm n pass me one small piece of paper note wif tt guy name n hp number in it. LOL. She actually ask me to call tt person when i m free. MADDNESS.

Kingkong came to suntec convention hall to pick us up. THANKS! give us a lift bac to 201 prata shop to haf our supper. Her treat! Cos she lost her bet wif me tt time. =)

Cab hm after tt. Morning shift again. Haiz.

Haf been thinking abt lots of things. Sry isnt a word tt can make things go bac to the same again. I wonder if i was given the choice bac then. Will i make the same choice again? hmmm....

Thinking abt wad sin say today. Make me wonder wad i really wan. N wad really suit me. Making a right choice. Wif no regrets. Maybe in a way, i dun realli understand myself tt well either. I m juz simply weird.

...

2007-03-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

Tiring day at work. Was slightly late for work today. Cos i miss my bus. =/ Suay! hahas... But the gd thing is tt i manage to take bus to work. Not cab. Hahas...

Think gonna wake up early 2ml. Should be gg tamp sports hall to play badminton. Before gg hm to bathe n chiong go work. LF shift 2ml. Till 12 Midnite again! =(

Wonder if i can tahan 2ml. Working till late after exercising... Xiong ah!

=]]]]]]

2007-03-13T02:18:00.000+08:00

Since the day i started work, the suay me kana 3 EF shift. Which means i start work at 6am. Hahas... tiring. Got transfer frm terminal 2 to terminal 1. Hahas... wad a contrast! Terminal 2 is lyk hell, while for terminal 1 its lyk paradise to me. Hahas...

Hahas... on the first day when i report to terminal 1 for my EF shift. Hahas... i actually sat the same cab as my terminal 1 tong shi, Jennifer. So qiao. Tt day was great! Had a great time chatting wif the Terminal 1 staff,esp Jennifer and Chloe. Both r so funnie ppl. Crappy manx! They r also the mei nu la.. So pretty! Hehex =) Looking forward to seeing Jennifer on tis coming wed. Think she's working tt day too.

On sat, after my EF shift. Chiong hm n knock out lol. Coma all the way till 7pm.hahas... b4 i went out for dinner n stuff. I love the brownies wif ice cream at Creations. Yummy! Dun realli lyk the pasta. Watched the show called Primeval at Lido after tt.

By the time i reached hm its already 3am plus. KO after tt again.

Sun( 11/3/07), finally its my off day! wahaha... Shiok. Slept all the way till 4.45pm lolz... Damn tired. Hahas... Went out for ktv at nite at suntec. Den walked all the way to bugis to haf my supper at tt HK cafe. Cabbed hm tt nite. EX! hahas... Reached hm at 4am.

Tiring but fun. Enjoy the ktv session. =)

Mon (12-3-07), LF shift for me today. Start work at 3pm till 12 Midnite. Boring! Time pass so slow todae lol... Lyk only me n fatin at the shop most of the time. Sian =( Whole day stand in the shop lyk statue. Stone! hahas... Was being approached by one of the customer for my no today. Weird. =/ B4 fly off still got time to go around asking ppl for no sia. Best.

Will be working LF shift for tues n wed too. Hahas... Think maybe LF shift is better than EF shift. At least i get to wake up alot later. Off day on thurs. Cant wait for tt.hehe...

Time to slp. zzZ <(+@+)> TIRED!

2nd day at work =/

2007-03-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

2nd day at work. GOD DAMN IT. legs breaking. Shitty.hahas... Woke at 4am today. Get ready for work. The cab came to fetch me at 5.15am. So freaking early. Started work at 6am. Worked all the way till 3pm.

Super duper tiring. Hahas... got one tong shi say she wan quit liao. N its only our 2nd day at work lol. Hahas... wearing heels n standing whole day make my feet SUAN to the max. TORTURE!!!! Screamz! =(

Lunch break alone today. Sian half. Gd thing got ppl chat on phone wif me during lunch break. Xie xie ni wor. =) But being able to sit down during lunch break is lyk in a paradise. SHIOK! I LOVE IT!

Think i m super SUAY! kana morning shift frm today all the way till sat. JIALAT! everyday start work at 6am till 3pm. Wad a weird timing. Muz wake up so super early lahz. Working here is lyk testing ur tolerance level. Endurance!

Hahas...saw juan when i was abt to go return my airport pass after i end work. Sat down to chat wif her for awhile b4 she start work. Different shift. She's working late shift. hahas... Den after tt, i chiong hm to slp. Coma all the way till 8pm. Cos didnt slp tt nite. Tired. Woke up n makan after tt.

Morning shift 2ml again. =/

7-3-07

2007-03-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

7-3-07 (Wed)

Suppose to start work at 10am today. First day at work. Hahas… Managed to reach airport terminal 2 b4 tt. But had a hard time trying to find the police pass collection place. In the end, started work at 10.30am. Long queue. So ma fan. Everyday muz queue for the stupid airport pass. N gotta return the pass b4 I can go hm lol.

One of my tong shi forgot to bring his ic tt day. So cant get his airport pass. Suay. In the end, he travel all the way hm to get his ic. N the thing is …he stayed at BOON LAY.tt’s lyk so damn far la…wahaha… n he wore the wrong dress code also. By the time he report bac to work is around 1pm. Hahas… since he wore the wrong dress code, he was made to store behind the store n stuff to do the stock take.

Standing for the whole day is realli lyk HELL. Wad a torture!!! Hahas… n Bally got very strict rules tt staff gotta follow. Haha… Ma fan lolz…

Took one pic wif juan when we r on our way to terminal 2 in the Skytrain.

We look tired. The gong gong blur blur juz woke up look. =X The shag n tired juan asking my tong shi to push her while she sit on the trolley. Aiyo...Tsk tsk. No image liao la...hahas... But the feeling of sitting down is juz simply shiok rite?

Ended work at 7.30pm tt day. Went to return my airport pass. Den headed hm to change b4 meeting jianhui for dinner. Wearing heels for the whole day simply sux big time. hahas... Makan at KFC. Hahas... be his listening ear for tt day. had a nice time chatting wif him tt nite b4 gg hm at 12 am plus. Didnt slp tt nite. Cos i could dose off. Suay.

Realise alot of things after chatting wif him. The differences between man n woman. Y ppl react in certain way. The importance of thinking abt the consequences b4 u react n do anything. Cos there's lyk no turning bac. Wad done is done. =)

=/

2007-03-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Went out wif huixian, huilin,liling, alicia and louis today. Meet them for dinner. Ate at tt taka hk cafe. The food sux big time. Waste of money. Cos most of us eat half way gif up liao. Too er xin. =X

Huixian left early today. She gotta go hm for dinner. Den the rest of us went fareast to shop. Window shopping for me. =) Saw afew of my fren at town today. Namely jieqi, zoe and meisin. =) So qiao lolz....

Hahas... gonna start work at 10am on wed. Sian half. I m so freaking lazy.

I have no idea wad on earth make me feel so piss. Doing thing which i normally wont. Spoil my mood. Suxer!!!

LOLX

2007-03-06T14:58:00.000+08:00

Protecting your families, homes and economies = Protecting me

Wahaha... =) Sound weird to most ppl yeah? Cos u wont noe wad on earth tt sentence realli meant.

Currently waiting for my airport pass to come b4 juan n me get to start work. Hahas... Suppose to start work on 6 of march 2007 lolz... Hahas... Delay! Hope i get gd shift n terminal 1. HAHAS... hope i heng heng ah. =X

Getting ready to go out now. To meet louis to get the HK map frm him.

=]]]]

2007-03-06T04:21:00.000+08:00

2nd of March 2007

Went for supper wif Chris at abt 4am. Thanks for fetching me frm my hm n sending me bac =] Tis the first time i sat on a bike. Cool! Hahas... Can see tt he is kinda worried when i was wearing the helmet n getting ready to get on to his bike. Nice bike! We went to tamp 201 prata shop to makan. So qiao lol. I actually saw jianhao there wif his frens at 4.30am. Hahas... After eating, we went to my house nearby park to chill out n chat. It's like freaking cold sitting on his bike when we were on the way to the park. Will rmb to bring along my jacket the next time if we riding the bike to JB. If not jialat! COLD!

Chatted all the way till abt 6.40am. Had a nice time chatting wif him. My half thai, half chi fren. =)))) Saw quite alot of elderly doing their morning exercise at the park. Healthy lifestyle sia. Hahas... I love the fresh air in the morning. Super nice! Hahas...

Reached hm at 6.50am. Continue chatting wif chris online. Muz enjoy his last few days b4 he go in for reservist again on 5 of march. Kekex... Went to slp at 7.30am.

Woke up afew hrs later. Went to meet shijie. Suppose to pei her go see doc. We had our lunch at sakae sushi and sing kbox after tt. It's been a long long time since i last went kbox wif her. Hahas... =]

At nite, went to meet jianhui at tamp 201 mac for supper. Had a great time chatting wif him. Both of us look shag tt nite. Hahas, he was too tired frm bball while for me i kinda lack of slp. Hahas... According to him, i should slp early. If not will grow old easily n is bad for health. Realise i forgot to pass u ur vcd. Paiseh!!! =/ Hahas... So qiao lolz. Saw leoric tt nite. Chatted wif him for awhile. Dink its been kinda long since i last saw him frm our last supper date. Hahas... after awhile, he went bac to hang out wif his buddies. If not, they will say he ji hong again lolz.Reached hm at abt 2am plus tt nite.

Thx for everything, cab n stuff. =] Hope all is well for u.

3 of March 2007 ( Sat)

Went to meet huixian at around 6pm. Hahas... went to shop around for my black formal shoe. Brought one pair at bugis. Headed to Suntec to dine at crystal jade wif louis. Dun realli lyk tt la mian. Hahas... But the xiao long bao was nice. Yummy!

Took train wif them. Cos i was heading to my aunt house n she stayed around bukit batok area. DAMN FAR!!! went there for mahjong session n stuff. OMG~ suay! The moment i reached there, mum n aunt saw my shoe. All started saying tt is too high heels. Wear le leg will pain la... Den later will fall down cos the heels too thin?wahaha... Omg!!! In the end, on sun, mum went to change my shoe to a slightly shorter heels. Haiz

4th of March 2007 (Sun)

Went out wif mum to shop for my formal pants n top. Hahas... Brought one formal top, 2 shorts and order one formal pants which is currently out of stock. Hahas... Mum say gg out wif me will cause her to spend a bomb. Wahaha...THANKZ!!!

Cab to cityhall to meet shijie. Cos i shop wif mum till i m late again. =P paiseh wor!!! We went to haf our dinner at burger king. Hahas... Den in the end, we walked all the way to bugis to shop. TEMPTATION. i m not suppose to buy anything b4 i go HK lolx... ARGH! But in the end, i brought one pair of shoe frm icon. Nice. We both brought the same design n colour shoe. Hahas... Cos we both LOVE it!

At nite, went to meet sin for supper at Cafe Cartel. Walked all the way to tamp other area n sit down for a chat after tt b4 we headed hm at 1am plus 2. Hahas... wanted to play mahjong tt nite. But no kaikis leh. Hahas....Sian half. =(

1st of March 2007

2007-03-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

1st of march2007

Omg!!! i finally got a job!!! Wahaha... went for 2 interview today. One in the morning and one in the afternoon. The morning one is to do data entry job n to check some invoices at the finance department at the office. Tt's freaking scary! =/ The person ask me if i noe accounting n stuff. OMG! Although i learnt it b4 when i was in tp yr 1. But my accounting sux big time lahz =X

Went for the second interview wif janice n sujuan at the airport terminal 2 today at abt 2pm plus. I think i tok kinda little during the interview lol. Hahas... Den around 4 pm plus 5. I was told tt i got selected to work there at the airport! So Cool =)))) Juan was selected too. But, the sad thing was tt janice wasnt selected. Haiz. N for tis job, i gotta wear formal. One white top wif black long pants cos its some high end retail shop. Something lyk Gucci brand. If i m not wrong it is called as BALLY. Cant rmb. Hahas...i will be working inside the departure hall either at terminal one or 2. Hahas... hope i get terminal 1 instead. Seem to haf lesser crowd flow wor. =X Lolz... i havent wear any long pants for super duper long lahz. Hahas... feel weird wearing one i think. But bo bian.

Hahas... the gd thing is tt cab will be provided if i start work early or end work late. There will be cab coming to our house downstairs to pick us up. So cool. =] And the pay is kinda gd too. $6.50 per hr. Hahas... But i think i will haf problem getting up in the morning lolz...hehex... Think i will be starting work on 6 March 2007. Hahas...so tis few days is for me to enjoy myself, rest well and also to buy the formal wear. Wahaha... But not buying alot. Decided to keep wearing the same. Haha...

After knowing i was selected for the job. I went to buy one white top n one long pants. Hahas... If not nothing to wear for work lolz... Brought a long sleeve top cos airport is lyk freaking cold. Freezing sia.

So tired! It's sleeping time!!!

Hmmm

2007-03-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

Past few days have been meeting different fren namely huixian, wanteng n janice. Hahas... all of us are trying to find job lolz... JOBLESS IS SO BORING. haha... Maybe cos i m not the homely kind i guess. Cant stand staying at hm. So i realise i m always gg out. Finally, i m home at least for today lahz. =P

Mum cooked shark fins for me for dinner! Wahaha... My all time fav!!! Simply LOVE IT! yummy!!! After eating shark fins, ate other dishes also. Full to the max. Haha... FAT GIF ME DIE AH. Wanted go for supper. But in the end, i didnt go. Stay at hm to rest.

I wanna go St James Powerhouse!!! Hahas... anyone wanna go too? hahas... Let me noe if any of u r interested. Hehex...

Recently, i have been thinking abt the past. Some issues. Wonder if i haf make the right choice? Wonder will things turn out better if i will to choose to take another path? To haf the chance to choose again? But, i guess...It's too late for regrets. Things will no longer be the same, no matter how hard u try to make things the same again. Haiz.

Life goes on. Maybe not the way i wan it to be. Cos things wont always go the way we wan it to be. Tt's a fact. Something tt i juz gotta face it.

I m beginning to feel tt i realli dun understand myself... Unsure. Hmmm... It's kinda tiring keeping certain things to myself. To keep quiet abt it.

kinda routine

2007-02-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

On sun ( 25 Feb 2007), met up wif huixian for k-ing session at Suntec. Sang frm 2-7pm. Hahas... We were super hungry. Kept thinking of wad to haf for dinner. Wahaha =X After singing, we went for our dinner at one weird place. Food not cheap n kinda sux. Makan my fav Ben&Jerry ice cream after tt.

Hmmm.... shouldnt haf went to eat Ben&Jerry at tt day. Saw someone who i dun realli wanna see. Dink huixian notice my reaction quite big. Shocked. haha... We went in to the shop, wanted to sit inside. But in the end, i change my mind. Sat outside, wif me facing in a better direction. =)))

Headed hm after tt. Home sweet home. =]

The next day, on mon, met up wif her again. Went for lunch together n to find job. I M JOBLESS. so sad. =( hahas... cos both of us said on sun tt if we manage to find job n save enuff money after our yr 3. Den we will go to TAIWAN together! Wahaha... I LOVE TRAVELING. Pray hard! I wanna gooooo....hehex =X

After tt, i went to meet janice. Went to starburks to slack n drink my fav drink n food. YUMMY ^^ Saw fiona tan n yvonne there. Sat beside their table lol. So qiao. Dink we r super noisy. So distracting for yvonne. Cos i think she studying for her papers.

Den after tt, i went janice hm to slack all the way till abt mid nite. =) Plan out our hk trip thingy n count our travel expense. The MTR fare, coach fare, etc. So EXPENSIVE!!! Hotel n air ticket so gui too. hmmm...Where's my sponsor? Sobx =(

24 Feb ' 07

2007-02-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

24 Feb 2007 (Sat)

It's sili's birthday celebration today! Happy Birthday Gal!!!

Went to our usual birthday celebrations place to haf our dinner together. It's at TM. =) hahas... we brought cake n bag for her. Make her sing song for us b4 she can get frm us her birthday present. Hahas... BULLY HER! hahas... we make her repeat singing again n again. Cos we kept saying we cant hear her. Not loud enuff. No actions. KARMA!Wahaha... I think i m doom. Cos the next birthday celebration will be char n mine. JIALAT!!! Think u all will wan make us do stupid things rite? DUN WAN LAHX...NO GD U NOE? SOBX =(

Took lots of pic tt day. =] Headed to arcade wif them after dinner. Den i went hm after tt. Too tired. Sillysili, the birthday gal >.<

Tt's qam wif si lap. Wahaha

Birthday kiss? QAM u die! i tell wan jia! =P

The cute birthday gal!

Her birthday cake.

My jiemeis. =)))

Grp pic.

Cheers!!! Yummy <(+@+)>

Wad's qam doing behind char?

Opening her present.

Make a wish...

Time to blow the candle.

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2007-02-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

17 Feb 2007

New year eve. Did spring cleaning. Hahas... i started cleaning my rm since 16 Feb lah... in the middle of the nite. Tedious job. Change bedsheet n everything. OMG~ tiring wor.

Went to ah gong house for steamboat around evening time. hahas... as usual, dad ate very fast. Cos he is those impatient kind. No patient wait for the food slowly cook. Hahas... After eatin steamboat, i started eating new yr goodies. Yummy!!! =) i love rou gan!

18 Feb 2007

Chu Yi.

Got up in the morning to get ready go bai nian.hahas... First stop, as usual, we went to my ah gong house. Hahas... i starting eating non stop. lolx... Nice food. hahas... Ang pao collections start frm there too =X

Den after gg ah gong house, i went other places to bai nian also. Hahas... realise i realli keep eating lahz... Dessert, cake, rice, new yr goodies, etc. Alot more!!! wahaha... n the worst thing is... i ate KFC at nite. Big eater!!!

19 Feb 2007

Chu er.

Met up wif my cousins and aunt for kbox together wif bro. Hahas... as usual, i was late again. =P n i actually thot suntec kbox was open tt day la. But i was wrong. My aunt reached early n went all the way to suntec kbox only to realise tt suntec kbox was closed. Hehex.... Blur me. Paiseh ah!!! make her walk all the way bac to take train to town to meet us. Change venue to Cine kbox instead.

After k-ing, went for dinner wif my cousins. Hahas... den headed hm after tt to rest.

20 Feb 2007

Went May's house to bai nian n eat steamboat at her hm together. =) Her parents were realli very frendly n joker lol. Hahas... While waiting for juan to come. We started eating new yr goodies. Hahas... So damn full lahz...

May's mum identify sili as SI LAP n me as TAMPINES. haha... so funnie lah.

After steamboat, we went to sili's house to slack. hahas...

Took some pic at sili house.

21 Feb 2007

Chu si.

Met up wif janice at tamp for lunch. Hahas... went to bank together to apply for our master debit card. Cos we need tt card to apply for hotel for our hk trip. But sickening sia. tt card need abt 2 to 3 weeks to process n stuff b4 it is being send to us. Sian half.

After tt, shijie came to tamp to meet me. Hahas... went to chill out at cafe cartel together b4 heading to her house. Hahas...

22 Feb 2007

Chu wu.

Had a date wif may. Suppose to pei her go lavender to renew her passport. =) Hahas...after tt, we went to bugis to haf our lunch at tt wanton mee stall. Fav! Den started walking around to shop n to buy sili's birthday present. Brought a bag for her =) Which i think she love it, rite gal?

23 Feb 2007

Chu liu.

Stayed at hm the whole day. GUAI rite? =X hahas... cos mum's sis came to our house. Omg! She started cooking dinner together wif mom. The food was simply delicious. Great!!! I drank 3 bowl of soup. Hehex... 1 big plate of rice n lots of other stuff... Yummy!!! If i ever gain weight, its all their fault lolz...wahaha....

Continue wif my updates

2007-02-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

Hahas...shall continue wif my updates. =)))

12 Feb 2007

Met up wif eugene in the morning. Pei him go for enrolment den went for mac breakfast. He pei me wait all the way till my crm paper start. Thx! Den went for my a&p tut after tt. Hehex....went there to get my attendance marked den go hm le. Pon tang celebration of learning again =] Lol. Headed hm to get the board n formal tops for meisin n pass it to her at tamp inter. Hahas... Cos the blur me forgot to bring it for her in the morning. Rushed out of hm to meet him cos he already waiting for me at pavillion le.

Den after passing sin the stuff, went to tm and cs wif wan teng to ask abt manicure price. Hahas...cos wan teng wanna do manicure. Wanteng n i went to cafe cartel to haf our lunch again. Had a great chat wif her. GOSSIP =X hahas... den sujuan came to join us for awhile den went to meet her fren le. In the end, i went shopping wif sujuan at town. It was fun =]

13 Feb 2007

Went to Singapore conference hall to see my sec sch band wif my gf. Hahas... actually our main aim was to see sir lahz... =P hahas.... Group pic wif our fav sec sch band SIR!!! Wish him the best of health manx!!! Time realli pass so fast. It's been lyk about 6 yrs plus since we know him lolz. I kinda miss my sec school days. Although i used to pon cca. But, its realli fun noeing u gals n of course sir. I miss playing clarinet!!! =( Nice memories.

Headed to makan at sakae after tt.
14 Feb 2007

Happie Valentine day to all. =] hahas... tt day, i went out to meet juan for shopping n stuff. At nite, met up wif shijie at bugis for our dinner. Den headed to her hm to watch dvd at her house. Chatted & played Dai dee all nite. Cabbed hm at 4 am. Hahas...

ALANDA!!! Thx for the cookies n brownies tt u baked for me =] HUGS!

15 Feb 2007

Booked our air ticket on tt day!!! FINALLY! We will be flying off to Hongkong on 4 april and coming back on 10 april at nite. =))) Will be gg wif my jiemei. They are sillysili, may and janice.

CANT WAIT FOR IT MANX!!! shopping spree.

But we havent book our hotel and stuff yet. hahas... will book it soon.

No sponsors for my whole trip =( so sad. Hahas...which means i gotta pay for everything myself. All the expenses, including flight, hotel n etc.

I WAN STRIKE 4D. wahaha...

Updates =]

2007-02-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

Shall update wad i haf been doing for the past few weeks.

9 Feb 2007

After gg for the retail management paper, janice n i went for our lunch wif In, joseph n louis. Hahas.... n i accidentally spill my milo on louis shirt. So paiseh! >.< Didnt mean it de. hahas...den they started telling me tt louis shirt damn GUI de. =[ Den i think In and joseph haf the habit of taking snap shots of janice, louis n me. ARGH! esp joseph, i think i look damn ugly in the snap shots he took using his hp. After tt, janice n i headed to suntec to haf our high tea. Wahaha, went starburks to eat cake, eclairs and haf our drinks. Den we went to sing kbox. Wanted to haf our hair cut tt day. But, my hair stylist was fully booked tt day. =(

10 Feb 2007

Went to vivo city to meet xian,qin, jocelyn and char with janice. Its jocelyn birthday tt day =))) Hahas...went to meet up with them n pass jocelyn her present. In the end, most of the ppl left early. So ended up, only left xian and qin. So the 3 of us headed to fareast for shopping spree. Hahas... After fareast, we cabbed to bugis. Spent our whole day chatting, shopping n eating. Enjoying ourself to the max!!! Love u gals! =]

11 Feb 2007

Went to get our hair cut at Chapters 2 at marina square. Finally, my hairstylist is free!!! Hahas... but we waited for quite awhile b4 its our turn to get our hair cut. hahas... But,its ok! After finish cutting our hair, we went to haf our lunch at Burger King. Then, we started shopping around. Headed to esplanade cos i said tt i wanna eat strawberry dip in chocolate.Wahaha... But, we ended up eating other stuff. N eating alot alot. Went to Chocz to eat cheese cake n chocolate cake. YUMMY!!! love it!

Here's some pic i took tt day.

Chocz's menu.

Chocz's display. Hahas...
Chocz's lightings. So imp lolz. hehex.

=]

2007-02-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

=)))

Went to sin house for stay over on wed nite. hehex... One of my 2nd home lolz... Another 2nd is janice house. =))))

Had a nice time staying over at her hm. Chatting, eating, slping n stuff.... Hahas... headed hm in the mornin at 8.45am. Reach hm n continue slping again. Hahas.... n i pon sch today again.... Self declared holiday. =X

Before meeting sin i went to janice hm to chat n rest after seeing doc. Went for supper wif sin at somewhere near my house. Kinda no appetite. Didnt finish the porridge i ordered. hahas... So not me lolz... I realise normally i always eat alot alot. Scary!!! Super sized me. =)

Havent study for my rm paper which is on fri at 9am. Jialat!!! Lazy me. >.< Think will juz wake up slightly earlier to read thru the notes den juz go for the test ba. hahas... God bless me manx!!!

Wondering ...

2007-02-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....have been wondering about lots of stuff recently. Good and bad. Hahas... i really hope things will continue to be fine. =))) Dunno y. But i kinda feel suffocating. Not tt gd i guess.

Went 201 prata shop to eat supper wif meisin and chat wif her. I guess...she really noe me very very well. Thx gal >.<

Cant wait for Valentine's day... Hehex =X

=)))

2007-02-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Went out for supper wif sin on sat nite. Met her at around 1.30am at tamp mac....hahas...in the middle of the nite lolz... Had a great time chatting wif her =))) So long havent see her sia... Someone busy wif her "" ...hehez... She walked me hm after supper. Wahaha...Someone wanna charge him service charge rite? =P

Hahas... went out to town today. As usual, i m late again. haha.... Late queen. Paisehh!!! >.< Wanted to eat ajisen at scotts. So we alighted at orchard mrt. But the suay thing was the whole building was undergoing reconstuction i think. KNS.

So we walked all the way to Taka to eat Breeks. Both of us ate fish&chips cos other food doesnt seem tt nice. He wanted to eat at coffee club. But damn long queue la n he was freaking hungry. Hahas... Went to watch Altered at cine. Hahas... Wad a show lol... Showing intestine coming out. Er xin sia. Puke.

After tt, i went to buy my cosmetic stuff den headed to bedok 85 market to haf our dinner. Hahas... cos someone got sudden craving for porridge lolz... =P hahas.... Think u will grow fat cos always eating wif me. 3 hr eat one time. wahaha...Like baby. =)

Got 2 papers 2ml. Sian half. Didnt study anything. No idea wad to learn sia. Hahas... Wad i heard was juz to read the report if u wan. Hahas...but i lazy to even read the whole report lahz...

Update

2007-02-03T17:56:00.001+08:00

Havent been updating my blog for a long time. Rushing for projects, individual journal, presentation n stuff. Finally, its over n done with. Thank God!

Stuff i did for the past few weeks.
(1) Celebrate jie mei birthday
(2) K-ing
(3) Movie
(4) Dinner dates
(5) etc etc...

Kinda routine.

Some things happen in sch. Make me realise tt how selfish some people can be. N tt its better to depend on myself. No point trying to say so much after its done. No use isnt it. I haf no idea wad u say izzit the truth or not. But it doesnt matter. I will juz take it as a lesson learnt.

Tis coming 2 weeks will be having my end of sem test. Total of 4 papers. Cant wait for my holi.

Looking forward to Valentine's Day! =)

Gals, meet up more during holiday k? Miss u gerls lots. Gd luck everyone for ur coming test n exams! Hugs =P

>.<

2007-01-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

Somehow i feel that not everyone can understand. But if "u" do not understand. Den dun comment. I haf no choice. Is not a wan or dun wan thing anymore. Is i cant.

Everytime the same old thing happen. I do have a strong urge to get out. To be away from all this. hmmm... i noe its not a gd choice n not a gd thing either. But its hard. I realli hope i wont haf tt thought again.

Its bothering me. But as for now, i juz wan to get things done and finish tis sem.

Gals, i need a listening ear.

i m tired. drowning.

Doom day

2007-01-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

I M FREAKING TIRED!!!

Realised i havent been updating my blog for quite a long time. Super duper busy recently. Lots of projects to rush. Lots of stuff to be completed. Sian half. Friday i haf 2 grp project due. CRM and IMP. Gosh! I m suppose to finish the whole of imp myself. Still muz do my own imp individual components lahz. Besides that, comm skills journal due tis coming fri also.

FAINT>.< A&P due on 12 Jan! 20 pages by myself. Sian half. Wanteng poor thing too. She muz finish crm and im by herself. Challenging. But i m realli glad to haf her around. Chionging work wif me. Thank God manx! =)))

I realli hope tt tis sem will end soon. I cant wait to go HK! Shop n eat, shop n eat! Wahaha... fav lifestyle. Away from the hectic lifestyle in spore. Cant wait for tt.

Shall meet up for chill out wif all my frenz soon.... After all my stupid date due. Still haf rm project n other journal lahz.

I guess i m falling sick soon. Pls save me from all this pile of undone work.

Combined pics

2006-12-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

Made my sec sch band gf gathering pic into a poster. Hehex... Combined the pics.

Here is it.
Nice notz?

Zouk n chill out at 24hr cafe wif sin & wenjie

2006-12-31T18:02:00.000+08:00

27 dec 2006( Wed)

After my buffet date wif the sec sch band gf, i went to meet sin n wenjie for Zouk. Ladies Nite =)))

I totally destroyed sin plan to reach zouk early on wed cos she say will be very very very packed. N she was definitely right! Super duper packed tt nite. I was late in meeting sin, suppose to meet her at tt hotel phoenix bus stop at 10.40pm. But i only reached at 11pm. hahas... wenjie was later den me lolz...Best!

So in the end, when we reached Zouk, the queue was scary. Bloody long manx! Phuture full house tt nite, so we gotta mambo whole nite.

We went in to the baggage counter to put our bags. The stupid baggage counter was FULL too! We queue for lyk a freaking 45mins b4 we can put our stuffs there. SICKENING! Queue till i kept yawning lahz...hahas

Mambo was quite fun. The 3 of us tried following the dance step. So funnie. Look kinda retard. But somehow i still prefer phuture more lahz... hahas...

We saw janice lim, debbie wong and one more sec sch teacher who taught me home econs b4 at velvet queue. Den we saw them at mambo dancing again. We are lyk stalkers sia. hahas...

Photos we took tt day.

Sin's fav elmo top frm Queen's culture at heeren. =]
Where the hell m i looking sia? wahaha... freaking funnie. 3 of us started taking photos in bus 16 to Zouk.Say Cheese! ^.^

Shagg!

27 dec 2006 (sec sch band gf gathering)

2006-12-31T03:53:00.000+08:00

27 Dec 2006 (wed)

It's been a long long time since i last met them. Lyk freaking 2 yrs? Hahas... met up wif some of my sec sch band gf for dinner. At first, we decided to meet at 6pm at orchard mrt station to eat seoul garden at taka. Hahas...as usual, i was late again. Bad habit! hahas... at 6pm i was still in the train wif janice lolz. Den we received phone call frm xian, realising she n qin already reach orchard mrt station le. Charlene and jocelyn are also late. We are the late Queens lolz. =))) Jocelyn doesnt wanna eat seoul garden, so we change our plan to eating sakae sushi at heeren. But girls are realli very fickle minded manx. Cos in the end, we ended up at marina square to eat yuki yaki. >.<

We paid $22.50 each for the buffet. I think we got super duper lan cooking skills lolz... We kept burning the damn foil. Hahas... kept asking the staff to change the foil for us. So paiseh>.< It seem lyk the ppl around us r damn pro in cooking la... Nv lyk see them change the foil de lolz... So embarrassing sia.

We kinda turned the whole table into a huge mess manx. But, seriously had lotsa fun tt day. We started frying our ice-cream after Bbq-ing. Those melted ice-cream looked lyk shit sia. er xin.

Here's some of the pic tt we took tt day. More pics wif charlene. Muz wait for her to send me b4 i can upload those pic. =))))
The huge amount of ice-cream we ate, plus waffles n stuff... But nice =))) Yummy! Freezing the chocolate syrup into ice-cream.

We started taking pics in the toilet after eating the buffet =]Xian & me ^.^

Jocelyn n me Qin & Me

Janice^Jess

Charlene& Me

After the buffet n photo-taking session i went to meet sin n wenjie for zouk. Shall continue blogging abt tt later =)))

Slping time!