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November 9, 2008
Snap back to reality

I odd to feel happy. But, yet I felt otherwise.
Constantly, I tried asking myself those questions.
Weighing the pros and cons.
Days after days.
Time passed.
Still hanging there.
Nothing is done.
Nothing is solve.
Running away from reality. Escaping from the problems.
I noe as long as I dont solve it. The problem will forever remains.
Like a routine. Constantly repeating.
Till the day, when I snap.
Maybe it's high time I learn to listen to my heart.
The inner voice from within.
Time to let go.
Time to face reality.
Time to put a stop to those "Hopes", "Wishes", "Desires" and "Expectation"
A stop from the far away dream.
Reality is never the same as my perfect dream.
Tml is the last paper. Yet, I can't seem to focus.
Dear God, I pray that things will turn out fine. Guide me along the way. Amen.

5:16 PM