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September 14, 2008
Wanderer

First of all, HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

Been thinking alot lately.
Certain things in life, I don't have a say. I have no control.
No matter how much I hope it's the perfect picture in my mind.
It just will never be.

Constantly telling myself it's ok. Things will definitely gets better.
Sometimes, I wonder why m i trying so hard to make things better.
Telling myself not to give up.

I m tired of pretending to be happy.
Tired of pretending to fine.
Tired of life.
Really sick n tired.

Suffocated. Give me a break.

To a point where I no longer know who should I turn to.

If given a choice, I wouldn't want to lead a life of a WANDERER!

10:02 PM