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March 13, 2008
Invisible wounds that hurts

Here's me whinning again...

Immerse pain.

I dun like that feeling. Hate the way i m reacting. Dislike the present me. I hope to be who i was when life was better off with lesser worries, problems, unhappiness, etc. The happy-go-lucky me.

Is that even possible now? As we grow older, we are force to make decision even when we don't like any of the available options given. But, what can we do? NOTHING AT ALL. NOT AT ALL. Sigh. How depressing.

Left with no choice. That's life. Life still goes on. Time will never stop. Which is something I'm certain of.

SUFFOCATED. I cant wait to go to the beach.

Starting work at Flextronics as legal assistant this coming Mon. Hope everything goes well. =/

Wonder wad lies in the future? Further my studies? Guess it's hard to get into uni. Money issue, etc. But, one thing I'm sure of is I'm definitely not ready for the working world yet.

MAY GOD BLESS ME ON MONDAY!

Don't ask me what's wrong.
Pls don't.
I can't explain it myself.

I tried to stop thinking, pondering about it.
But I can't.
I failed to do so.

2:17 AM