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November 12, 2007
Not a cry for help!

Didnt wanted to blog initially. But decided to do so after i saw what she wrote in her blog.

Knew each other since sec sch days. Lyk u said, nv haf u ever saw me in this state before.

Been trying to work , work and work to numb the pain. Working 7 Days a week. Making myself as tired as possible. At least, i was hoping during those hectic moments, it can stop me frm thinking abt it for awhile. But, i guess it doesnt really help much.

To meisin: Maybe ur birthday wish from me will come true. Or have it already came true! Is tt a gd thing or bad thing?

To Vickie and Chengyin: If i m not wrong, tts also ur wish rite? but not birthday wish, its ur christmas wish!

To her: Saw ur blog. Makes me emo manx! N u noe i saw tt in the office!!! DAMN IT! REN REN REN!!! No emo-ing in office! HAHAs...But really really really THANKS ALOT! u make me so gan dong la... =p

Shall keep ur name anonoymous, cos i dun wan ppl to link to ur blog n saw wad u wrote for me.

Thanks GF!

Mentally and physically tired.
The period i hate most is back AGAIN!
HATE myself for being lyk tis.
Losing control.
Totally HATE IT!

Trauma.

It's not a cry for help.

Love u gurls. =]

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