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November 8, 2006
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Human beings are juz not so easily contented. When we haf something, we tend to want more. We often tend to take things for granted, only to start regretting when it is too late. Tis week hasnt been very well for me. Moody.

Somehow i really hope things r more simply, not so complicated. It's so confusing. To an extend tt i can no longer noe what is right and wad is wrong. Who is saying the truth and who is not. Maybe one side is lying or maybe trying hard to act as the victim. To portray themself as the victim so as to gain ppl's sympathy.

I guess i cant help it but to think tt way. Maybe in the first place, i shouldnt haf take pity on u and helped u. I noe helping ppl isnt a wrong thing. But, maybe helping ppl who is making use of me? or dun deserve to be help is indeed a very wrong thing.

I heard alot of negative comments abt u b4. Yet, i try to stay neutral and not let those things affect the way i treat u. Continue to help u when u needed my help. But come to think abt it.... M i being realli stupid? Or maybe lyk some ppl say, u dun deserve ppl's help at all,cos u r not even helping urself.

11:32 PM